The going is getting tougher..... it is definitely worth the effort

Though it has always been on our mind, today is the day when everything seems so clear to me. Dar, though the journey for the next couple of years will be tough, I believe that we will tide it through together. Deep down, I have found the reason to marry you. Let's do away with the idea of H** issue. I believe that is secondary for now. I have found the reason and hope that you share the same thoughts as mine. We will be pushing ahead with our plans for it is a commitment that two of us have decided to put our heart and soul to make it happen, though it may come a few years later than what was initially thought of. This has given me a new lease of motivation to work even harder during the next sem and the previous sem is a testament that I can do it, or rather, we can do it together.

I believe that everything will fall in place eventually. Just do what you believe in and let's put behind us what we have discussed before if that bothers you.

I am charged up and getting ready for the next fight. Thanks kenneth too, it was great talking to you just now. At least I know that someone is fighting a similar yet different battle with me. We will both emerge stronger than many others and let this be the light that guides us.

When the going gets tough, the tough gets going. Brace yourself, scout. (surprise that I am still using this term. Go for it, ken, my fellow scout.)