pondering
giving myself 10 minutes to blog and will stop at that. not going to edit nor read through what i have written. Just hope to pen down my thoughts so that i can review them at the end of the year. And this is what this blog is all about. Allowing myself to self reflect.
2 persons that struck me hard today - Ken lai and I -min. I am better off being an employee he said. In a way he is right. But I still respect his determination in keeping the business going. He is one of those rover scouts that i respect for doing things that is way out of his comfort zone. Been working for the past 6 weeks and feels that things are not moving. I am merely taking instructions and executing them. This is unlike myself. I am lacking the drive and passion to do move. Every day seems like a repeat of itself. I need to find the purpose for what i am working on right now. I do not want to dread coming july where i may be and probably be a permanent resident of Ubin. Lots of negative thoughts are going through my head right now. I need to maintain positive. I am losing it. I used to derive it from my venture scouts. And now that they are gone, need to find new source of inspiration to keep me going. Lots to do in the office till a point where i feel things are getting off track. Every day is a dynamic day with new assignments flooding in. I love that but i hate the process where every thing piles up and one begin to lose focus. I cannot, no I MUST, learn to multi task. That has been my weakness and perhaps it is one that cause me to drop from my dream. Painful experience it was. Stop being an employee yongkok, take action and make a difference. You need to step outside ur comfort zone right now, and NOW you must.
I-min. Though i may appear to be aloof earlier on, I am pondering hard over what IM had said. What's your dream? are you working hard enough to achieve them? If you have dream, you will get charged up everyday and everyday you are a step closer to it. He is right. What's my dream? To get into SFC. but what have i done to achieve the goal of mine? perhaps nothing right now. I need to start to work on my goal - to get into SFC in 2 years time. I need to brush up on my presentation skills/ language and also multi tasking capability. To many just now, IM may be talking cock. but at least for me, it strike a chord that I have to start to get focus and work on my goal. Enough of scouting talk right now. have to move on my kok. No point dwelling into the past. Things are not changing and you must learn to let go. Look forward so that you can fly high my kok.
10 minutes up. Time to hit the bed. More updates coming up i believe.
2 persons that struck me hard today - Ken lai and I -min. I am better off being an employee he said. In a way he is right. But I still respect his determination in keeping the business going. He is one of those rover scouts that i respect for doing things that is way out of his comfort zone. Been working for the past 6 weeks and feels that things are not moving. I am merely taking instructions and executing them. This is unlike myself. I am lacking the drive and passion to do move. Every day seems like a repeat of itself. I need to find the purpose for what i am working on right now. I do not want to dread coming july where i may be and probably be a permanent resident of Ubin. Lots of negative thoughts are going through my head right now. I need to maintain positive. I am losing it. I used to derive it from my venture scouts. And now that they are gone, need to find new source of inspiration to keep me going. Lots to do in the office till a point where i feel things are getting off track. Every day is a dynamic day with new assignments flooding in. I love that but i hate the process where every thing piles up and one begin to lose focus. I cannot, no I MUST, learn to multi task. That has been my weakness and perhaps it is one that cause me to drop from my dream. Painful experience it was. Stop being an employee yongkok, take action and make a difference. You need to step outside ur comfort zone right now, and NOW you must.
I-min. Though i may appear to be aloof earlier on, I am pondering hard over what IM had said. What's your dream? are you working hard enough to achieve them? If you have dream, you will get charged up everyday and everyday you are a step closer to it. He is right. What's my dream? To get into SFC. but what have i done to achieve the goal of mine? perhaps nothing right now. I need to start to work on my goal - to get into SFC in 2 years time. I need to brush up on my presentation skills/ language and also multi tasking capability. To many just now, IM may be talking cock. but at least for me, it strike a chord that I have to start to get focus and work on my goal. Enough of scouting talk right now. have to move on my kok. No point dwelling into the past. Things are not changing and you must learn to let go. Look forward so that you can fly high my kok.
10 minutes up. Time to hit the bed. More updates coming up i believe.
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