it is getting late; mel, dun peek!
It is getting late. . . m I am still miles away from the slumberland.
Discipline has been bad. Lagging behind in terms of my studies. Having so many tuitions sessions per week is no joke. However, has gotten used to it; just that I get to see mel lesser and lesser. Sad. . . Hope that you understand.
Wonder how will I fare for this sem? having 3 mods with projects and 3 more 'normal' ones. Being put in a position where I cannot contribute fully to the project group is one sucky feeling. Many a times, I gotta rush due to tuition or work commitments. But that's life i guess, one has only 24 hours a day, no more no less. And thus have to learn to cope with it. Guess been taking it easy for the past 24 years. life's getting tougher, but will it get more fulfilling as I envision it to be? Feel that I am stuck in the rat race and the path down the road will be tough. For those whom I have spoken to, you guys will know. Despite that, I am still willing to walk this path. And that's the reason why these few years will be extremely tough, or at least that is how i see it will be.
Back to the 3 projects, deadlines are coming up soon and I seems to be a passive player in some of the teams. I am afraid to commit or comment too much for I afraid that I cannot deliver. It seems to me that this mindset will offer me only mediocre scores. We will see how it goes.
Enough of the negative thoughts. Kok, gotta cheer up. Allow me to count my blessings:
1) I have a wonderful fiance. =)
2) I have a wonderful mom n dad! Though they are not highly educated nor rich, I am grateful that they brought me into this world.
3) I have 4 wonderful tuition kids. All the best for their Os yeah.
4) I have a kayaking trip coming up in a month's time to krabi! looking forward to that. Another overseas trip ( 1 week away from school again)
5) I have my SEP coming up.
6) Holiday is coming next week! Time to serious catch up and mugging!
7) I am healthy and kicking, though spare tyre appearing.
Yeah. And friends out there, so sorry if i am unable to meet up. Have a goal to meet and hence gotta work doubly hard. Hope to see ya ppl in december when everything is more or less settled with all tuitions out of my time table.
Yong Kok will be strong. Melissa will be strong too. We will see through this together. Fighting!
Discipline has been bad. Lagging behind in terms of my studies. Having so many tuitions sessions per week is no joke. However, has gotten used to it; just that I get to see mel lesser and lesser. Sad. . . Hope that you understand.
Wonder how will I fare for this sem? having 3 mods with projects and 3 more 'normal' ones. Being put in a position where I cannot contribute fully to the project group is one sucky feeling. Many a times, I gotta rush due to tuition or work commitments. But that's life i guess, one has only 24 hours a day, no more no less. And thus have to learn to cope with it. Guess been taking it easy for the past 24 years. life's getting tougher, but will it get more fulfilling as I envision it to be? Feel that I am stuck in the rat race and the path down the road will be tough. For those whom I have spoken to, you guys will know. Despite that, I am still willing to walk this path. And that's the reason why these few years will be extremely tough, or at least that is how i see it will be.
Back to the 3 projects, deadlines are coming up soon and I seems to be a passive player in some of the teams. I am afraid to commit or comment too much for I afraid that I cannot deliver. It seems to me that this mindset will offer me only mediocre scores. We will see how it goes.
Enough of the negative thoughts. Kok, gotta cheer up. Allow me to count my blessings:
1) I have a wonderful fiance. =)
2) I have a wonderful mom n dad! Though they are not highly educated nor rich, I am grateful that they brought me into this world.
3) I have 4 wonderful tuition kids. All the best for their Os yeah.
4) I have a kayaking trip coming up in a month's time to krabi! looking forward to that. Another overseas trip ( 1 week away from school again)
5) I have my SEP coming up.
6) Holiday is coming next week! Time to serious catch up and mugging!
7) I am healthy and kicking, though spare tyre appearing.
Yeah. And friends out there, so sorry if i am unable to meet up. Have a goal to meet and hence gotta work doubly hard. Hope to see ya ppl in december when everything is more or less settled with all tuitions out of my time table.
Yong Kok will be strong. Melissa will be strong too. We will see through this together. Fighting!
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