shag..... + need more time
Blogging from school. Have Decided to take a 20 minutes breather before i continue the mad rush for projects and deadlines and kayaking/ scout camp planning.
My body seems to be behaving erratically; i gets hungry 2 hours after every meals, even for heavy ones. The craving for food is so hard to suppress. Is it a sign of stress? Need to curb that if not i will end up like Ganesh or Gavin =). Pui Pui.
Not been doing tutorials. Weekend spent on kayaking and weekdays just spent on doing lab reports and minimal of tutorials. This sem being naughty man, do only perhaps 30% of the tutorials. Getting worried for my results, will I buang it or will it turn out fine? As the exam dates drew closer, I am getting more panicky as there is less time for revision. I get many assurance and comments like aiya, you will turn out fine one la; every sem also like that, nv study still can get above CAP4. Wah liew, that does not come easy k. working 2-3 days a week + 1 free tuition a week + minimal of scouting + Melissa + friend whom I have no time with, regretably + school is like a lethal dose of gradual self destruction. Right now still need to churn out report for discussion later and my brain juice is drying up. Cannot seems to concentrate anymore. need a breather, need some time to recuperate but will I have it?
This is not like kok anymore, kok will never give up. But right now, I am feeling burnt out and guess this will be over when I fly over to SA next yr this time. I must perservere.
People, pls do not worry about me, just need some space to vent this out. Will be fine after this.
To mel, love ya lots and I will always make time for you, regardless of how shag things are. For the rest, book appointment first ok! =) maybe except gavin since he seldom comes to singapore. ahaha.... hmmm... since I mentioned Gavin names, the following goes into the exclusion list for appointment booking perhaps: Yalos (though will always be late and leave early), JQ, Ryan, JB, AD. hmmmm.... seems that I do not have a lot of friends hor..... fark it man. At least all these people make a difference in my life. ranting off too much already. 'typing' too much kok already. How i wish that the world has one less of me --> peace.
Hmmm...... time to go already. if not no time to finish my report.
Bottomline : need to spend my time more effectively!
My body seems to be behaving erratically; i gets hungry 2 hours after every meals, even for heavy ones. The craving for food is so hard to suppress. Is it a sign of stress? Need to curb that if not i will end up like Ganesh or Gavin =). Pui Pui.
Not been doing tutorials. Weekend spent on kayaking and weekdays just spent on doing lab reports and minimal of tutorials. This sem being naughty man, do only perhaps 30% of the tutorials. Getting worried for my results, will I buang it or will it turn out fine? As the exam dates drew closer, I am getting more panicky as there is less time for revision. I get many assurance and comments like aiya, you will turn out fine one la; every sem also like that, nv study still can get above CAP4. Wah liew, that does not come easy k. working 2-3 days a week + 1 free tuition a week + minimal of scouting + Melissa + friend whom I have no time with, regretably + school is like a lethal dose of gradual self destruction. Right now still need to churn out report for discussion later and my brain juice is drying up. Cannot seems to concentrate anymore. need a breather, need some time to recuperate but will I have it?
This is not like kok anymore, kok will never give up. But right now, I am feeling burnt out and guess this will be over when I fly over to SA next yr this time. I must perservere.
I promise that I will do my best ........
has courage in all difficulties.
People, pls do not worry about me, just need some space to vent this out. Will be fine after this.
To mel, love ya lots and I will always make time for you, regardless of how shag things are. For the rest, book appointment first ok! =) maybe except gavin since he seldom comes to singapore. ahaha.... hmmm... since I mentioned Gavin names, the following goes into the exclusion list for appointment booking perhaps: Yalos (though will always be late and leave early), JQ, Ryan, JB, AD. hmmmm.... seems that I do not have a lot of friends hor..... fark it man. At least all these people make a difference in my life. ranting off too much already. 'typing' too much kok already. How i wish that the world has one less of me --> peace.
Hmmm...... time to go already. if not no time to finish my report.
Bottomline : need to spend my time more effectively!
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