3rd week of school

Been feeling very sick recently. Ill i mean. Went to see the dentist today because of toothache and realised that it is due to the sinus that i am having. Argh.. Body's immune system is getting weaker. Getting more and more sick. Wondering if it is due to non-compliance to the doctors' advice of finishing the antibiotics.

That leads me to a point. I hate routine and mundane activities. I cannot follow through time tables and schedule that i set for myself. Hate myself for that! Have to cultivate some discipline in keeping to plans and roster. That's why i will never be desk bound. It will bore me to death.

Random thoughts i have there. Aunt came to my house last sunday and we had a 'chat' about buddhism. it is something that i will write in all forms under the column religion but i am not a practitioner of it. Perhaps need to dedicate some time to it in the near future. No time is always an excuse i give to myself. But what essentially is life all about? It is a question we sometimes ask ourselves, especially when the world seems to be against you. You need a faith and I do need one. But am I willing to spend time to seek it? or am i still indulging myself in activities that may not have an outcome. Too much to think about at this point of time. Shall leave the thinking to some other time.

going to sleep soon. Tired from the AHM. Glad that I completed it without stopping. A good indicator for my training so far for the marathon at the end of the year.